If you feel like you’re being used, it’s because you are. You are an instrument of the divine. Your voice, your actions, your deeds are all in service of the highest. What the highest is, or what is divine, that is up to your beliefs, only you know for yourself. All I can say is that you are powerful, especially if you recognize yourself as a channel or pathway of divinity.
In our time of feeling politically disenfranchised, in our time of feeling so small as individuals in face of climate disaster, in our time when we feel pitted against one another, as a yogi, as an instrument of divinity myself, as a teacher, a friend, a lover of you, I must say that you have the power of the universe, of nature, of God, of the divine on your side. We all do, it’s just that many forget. Even I can forget as I wallow in self pity over conflict.
What does the divine want? How can you serve this higher purpose? Well, you are divine. So what do you want? What are your goals? And then, what is your starting point? How can you connect where you are in this moment with where you want to be? What’s your first step? And then the second? Don’t worry about filling them all in, one step at a time.
Empower yourself and others by believing and seeing the highest in yourself and in them too. Finally, let yourself be used. It’s a lesson in humility for sure, so the ego will want to fight it. This is ishvara pranidhana, the last and most difficult of niyamas, or observances in our foundational yoga practices. Ishvara pranidhana is the surrendering of our small self to our highest Self, the Self that is in all other beings.